I ran across this post the other day about a man who was not happy with his life, he was young and full of hate for people, mainly complaining about how bad his life was because he was not able to be the person he wanted to be because of his parents. And coming out of the closet was too much of a problem, so much of a problem that he would rather kill him self. I was amazed at how much one person's values can create such an emptiness in a person that makes them so mean. My morals and values are at such a different level then his were. And I couldn't possibly think of doing something so horrific when its something that seems so trivial in the first place. Yet maybe it wasn't trivial to him, He is a different person, but his words brought me to what I really wanted to discuss in the first place. Chris. It was his reply to this mans post that struck me in such an obscure way, yet it pulled at my heart strings in so many directions... since then we have been talking back and forth and I will share these with you I'll post one every few days or so...Im not sure if I will even have any form of impact on this mans life, but I'm a fool to not try.
(his response to that mans post)
now ive read your miserable story you should stop feeling sorry for yourself you brainless ponse. try struggling with a family of your own when you have more outgoing than incoming. how do i tell my boys i cant buy them a 20p treat from the shop cause i have no money or buying everything second hand and telling them its allright, no one will know. real life not confused ramblings of someone without the courage to face up to making a simple life choice, ye you have a choice so make it. i owe 147,000 mortgage and going under fast, what shall i tell my partner and sons 14, 11 and 5. pre occupied with fear of nasty people nocking on my door, scared about school bills i cant pay, electric bill i cant pay, no chance of help i feel i have let my family down and i would do them justice if i killed myself. what a way to live what a daily existance i have. i hate life as i made the choices that put my family in this position and i dont think i can go on much longer. i have dark dark secrets in my closet but dont blame how my life is now on them. get over it and move on and be thankfull you are just ******** about feeling **** and really you are not in a real life of **** like me, if you were you would have to face up to the reality that you have the power to shape your destiny not wait for it to mould how you dream it should be. make your choice and have the guts to stick to your choices. for me, better off dead is my option. selfish? maybey but i have exhausted my options so am **** out of luck. have a nice life and allways remember when you feel angry, there are 3 sons somewhere with no dad because life is **** and then you die. my reality, bye.
(my response to his)
chris-i would like to help you, please don’t do anything drastic, your boys would rather be poor and living in a one room home then not have you in your life. And how do you think leaving is going to make this situation better. Let me help you-please.s
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