Eye of the Beholder

I’ve come to the understanding that this life that we live in really is what we make it. If I choose to make it great, it will be. If I choose to settle on meaningless relationships, then that’s just what I have chosen, a meaningless life, full of discontent, and only at “face value”. Show me the fountain of life, its over pouring with knowledge that has been showered to me lately, and here I sit-trying to process it all and take it in—baby steps. One foot in front of the other…and soon enough I am dancing…flowing, and loving it, embracing every minute of this journey of self discovery that I have witnessed within myself…and falling in love with me. Could it be, that this was my life path that I was meant to take. I beg with all of my heart and soul, please let me continue to experience all of this, don’t take me from this world without giving me the chance to grow and carry over with me more understanding and knowledge, because as I can see it now, there is so much more to take in, so much more that needs to be learned. And I have so much to show, and so much to give, A big step for me today, I came to the realization that I play a huge role in this world…I am giver, and I am a nurturer, and that is my nature-so its only natural for me to want to do these things, so I need to quite beating myself up for what I haven’t been able to accept in the past…and accept it. I also realized that I am an en lightener…and I have the ability to powerfully speak to people and help them to see things from a very different, very open point of view, I am an eye opener…and that is a big gift that I have. How do I better develop this? How can I make the best out of this…I am not sure at this moment, but damn’it I’m going to figure that out-its important, to me as a person, and to my spirit. When I leave this world and move on to the next journey, my life is not going to be remembered for the emptiness and false promises that I didn’t keep, its not going to be seen as inconsequential. I truly believe that the impact that I leave in this world is going to carry over unto the next one, and justifiably place me in a position with God that is of equivalent proportion to the impact that I had here on earth. An eye for an eye, but the beauty of the “eye” is in the eye of the beholder. God willing, its going to be a wonderful life starting now…this journey has just recently begun for me, the time in my life is measured now not in seconds, but impression of me that are bestowed upon it. And the greatest thing about it is, I have the two most wonderful people standing by my side,They are my best friends, and they are wonderful, guiding me, supporting me, and helping me through my life journey, while at the same time they are working on their own. For as I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for they are with my, my rod and my staff, they comfort me. And I am forever grateful...