I’ve met the most amazing man, he wears his heart on his sleeve. Kindness and compassion emulate from his entire body and he has the ability to draw others close to him, just to be near him, to touch but just an ounce , dip into it just a little, and completely experience the full effect of “ray”. Such depths of him can be seen when you look into his eyes. Like eternity upon eternity that has been laid out before him and settled into one spirit that has so much to offer and so much to give. He is a remarkable man, an uplifting gift of love that can settle even the most unrequited soul. Yet he is lost, lost in his own discoveries and lost in his fears of what he has done, what hearts he has hurt, and the pain he has seen. Grieving; it’s a process he has yet to learn to handle, a journey that his life has yet to tackle-because he feels alone. It is time, time for him to let it go, let it out, release it. As a person who has experienced in just a small amount of time the immensity of the love that can be given from him, I have realized (though I am not sure that he has)that he refuses to let it be given back in return. Although he wants nothing more in life to be loved and to show his love, he is scared, and that’s recognizable. But what he needs to learn, the lesson out of all of this-he is not alone. He is loved for who he is, and the people who recognized this-the gift that we call “Ray”-are truly the ones that matter in his life. We are his stepping stones, we are his rocks, we believe in him, and love him, and grieve for him also, and a million mistakes could cross the paths that he takes, but not a single one of them is going to rescind the amative feelings we have for him. For the man who has captured our hearts in so many ways continues to do so even though the circumstances of fate are playing the cards in all the wrong ways. We will never stand down from his side, we will never relinquish our faith, and if the situations were reversed the feelings would be reciprocated to the fullest degree. For he is yet a soul that is stuck in a place in time that only needs the purest love of his closest friends-his soul mates –to help him cross this rocky path. For a soul, a lifetime is a second, compared to the glory that is felt in eternity, and ultimately an eternity is what we are achieving, an eternity to spend knowing and loving this amazing, amazing, man.
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